Everything is impossible until somebody does it

I love this because it's true and inspirational. It's makes you want to do the impossible. Like proving that humans can rally fly or something.

When you really sit and think about it everything was considered impossible at one point in time. Even right now. Look atat what we are using to blog. Computers. At a point in absurde people thought the invention on computers were absurd. Until somebody proved it otherwise. So thats we have to do. Prove against the impossible. Just like that poem the rose that grew from the concrete. Nobody expects for such a beautiful rose to grow from such a hard place. It went passed the expectations of society.

Just like the rose we must do the impossible and make it possible. Everything that is believed isn't true.

My Christmas List

1. Jewelry ( earrings and bracelets, name plated necklace)

2. Hat, Scarf, and Glove set

3. Sneaker and boots. (Snow Boots)

4. Clothes

5. Asian Booty Lol

6. Under Clothes

7. Ipod

8. Digital Camera

9. Nails and hair done

10. Candy(chocolate)

11. Money

12. Family Time and Ice cream Cake!!!

The Step Jam Tickets

Omg I had such a hard time getting the Step Jam Tickets it doesn't make any sense. Okay first of all it was cold ass hell. Then okay I went to get the tickets and only had forty dollars. I was suppose to get my ticket my mom, and two of my brothers and the tickets were ten each. So I had just enough. However, tickets were going to go up to twenty dollars each later that day but they wasn't telling like what time, they were going to go up. And my cousin wanted me to buy her a ticket and she was going to give the money later. I didn't have enough and I knew that if I went home and came back that they probably would go up on the prices. So I brought the four tickets. Went home and got the money and everything and went right back three hours went by. I came back with my mom because she wanted to buy my youngest brother a ticket. And you could guess what happened. The tickets were twenty dollars. Only three hours passed so I was pissed. Anyway we brought the tickets and the end of the story is my cousin never paid me the other ten. It's okay though because that's what happens when you do people favors.
However, the Step Jam went down and I had lots of fun. Seen a lot of people there and meet a lot of knew cuties. So it was worth it because it has been a long time since my family went to a fun event together. Mom enjoyed it and wants to go next year. So hopefully next year we will be a lot more organized.

My life

I don't know why but I'm in the mood right now to talk all about my life and the experiences I've had. I know I'm still young and have probably seen nothing yet but I do have experiences. Okay first off my family is crazy and different. I don't have the usual ordinary loving family. Point blank period. I'll start with my dad side. THEY ARE ALL LITERALLY STUCK UP!! LITERALLY. And the thing is all of the aren't even actually rich. Well I shouldn't say rich just wealthy with money. I mean they don't have to go through the drama of having their lights turned off or struggling for rent some months. I mean one of my uncles live in California in a mansion. Deb when I day a mansion with everything in it I mean it. I mean of course you would never know because they are so stuck up. They moved away once they got rich. My grandmother is a doctor. My dad mother is a doctor Deb. Married to a rich lawyer. She has nothing to do with us. Nothing on Christmas, nothing on birthdays, or just no random phone calls to see how we are doing. I mean I used to feel terrible about it but now I'm used to it and just call it life. Now do you get it. Why I try so hard. Why I'm trying to get myself together and take care of my family. I don't want want to turn out like them but I'm not going to be no bum either. I'm going to go to college (University of Rochester) and make something of myself. Show all the people that had no hope in me that I'm not just some annoying family member with nothing going for herself and likely to get pregnant before graduation. No that's not going to be me. It's to important to me to just give up and let them win. Family or not I'm going to do me. I'm going to finish my next entry on family because I got a little carried away. LoL

Mooch Leaving

I am so depressed about Ronnie leaving. I really do love him even though we go through some trouble some times. However, you must go through the bad sometimes in a relationship to enjoy the good times even more. He was the first boy, the first Deb who I really looked to a serious relationship with. I don't know if you believe me or not but I didn't used to be like that. I didn't really care about boys. I just used to use them. Seriously for what they had. If they had a car I would use them for rides. Me and all my sisters would use them and only call them when we wanted something and talk to like five boys at a time. Not taking none of them seriously. LoL. Those used to be the days. We would call one boy and if he didn't do what we wanted we would act lie we mad at him and as if he really meant something. But the second we hung up with him it was on to the next. It might not seem true but it is. And Ronnie really changed me. I mean I was always mature and I guess that's what guys like in girls. But like he opened my eyes to many things and he was one of the only boys I never cheated on. I stayed faithful to him for a whole year.
Can you imagine that? A girl that's so used to having more than one boyfriend for so long suddenly settling down for one. And out of all the boys in the world Ronnie Jones. He's not good looking and most girls aren't attractive to him. I had fine boyfriends but none of them compare to Ronnie. So to have him gone so sudden hurts. It feels like someone just played a cruel joke on me.